It's been literally ages I mean MONTHS since I haven't written a DAMN THING in this "hibernating" blog of mine. Why so? It's because I just LOST my drive, I have NO inspiration.

My past few months were a ROLLERCOASTER of emotions, t'was physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually & creatively daunting so to speak. I've been back-stabbed, abandoned, left-out, displaced, etc! (you get the picture right?!)

Nevertheless, my INSOMNIA ATTACKS have transformed me into:

1. A Twitter ADDICT (now everybody *gasp*)
2. A girl who CONSTANTLY relies on 0.facebook (free fb service) or alas, THE mobile internet during harsh times
3. A TOTAL FOODIE (from vegetarian lunches to sinful desserts; you name it, I must've tried it, haha!)
4. A MORE silent, pessimistic/idealistic, irate lass who at the SLIGHTEST showcase of stupidity can THROW A FIT... yes, REALLY.
5. A "reformed" partygirl or in other words: DOESN'T CARE ABOUT PARTIES AT ALL.
6. A lady who DOESN'T DRINK anything alcoholic (maybe because I just grew tired of it)
7. A "REDUCED" coffee-drinker (yup, I have FINALLY removed my 1x/2x a week Starbucks visit much to my heart's dismay & to my mom's happiness)

& LASTLY...

8. A girl who DITCHED EVERYTHING that she deems IS DETRIMENTAL to her personal growth or as I personally tagged as: "LIFE RUINERS." (These include people, places, situations, memories, groups, etc.)

The INNER SARCASTIC in me has emerged so those "Who dare SCORN the bitch, will FEEL the WRATH of the bitch."

Just a FRIENDLY REMINDER before ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE. *enter evil laugh*

I may still be reeling from all the pain & frustration but I know that SOON ENOUGH, those "LIFE RUINERS" will just simply scoff & bow down to the ALMIGHTY INSOMNIA QUEEN...

or maybe WILL JUST RECEIVE THE BAD KARMIC END. :">

p.s.
THIS IS SO NOT A PRODUCT OF A MERE "I just LACK sleep today" KIND OF POST. It's MORE of an ANGSTY REALIZATION, bitch. >:)